the meaning of love means sacrifice

I close my eyes and take a long deep breath, the blue skies turn to the dark, no more stories to write. my smile conceals my screeches. The tears have wiped, but my eyes are still drizzly, My sting is departed, but the wound is deep to hide, I want to express, but mysteries are to retain, Life is just rotating around mysteries, I wanted to walk with you, and I lost you forever. I couldn’t find you anymore and no one to hold my hand. I can't understand why I'm alive, but I stand again, Like the oceanic. Whose streams, Many times…