Another birthday without you Daddy

Magazineup

They say misery is easier
to endure as time goes by,
But that doesn't stop me
from deliberating why?

I was only twelve years old
When mum told me had you died.
I didn't fully know what it meant.
I felt traumatized, but I still cried.

I didn't know how immense a hole
your passing would leave.
I didn't realize how much loneliness
I was about to sense.

Daddy, I stopped celebrating my birthday anymore
It’s supposed to be a happy day. 
A celebration of my life
Daddy, I loved you my whole life and 
life without you is really no life at all.
Today of all days, I miss you more than 
I think I can even bear.

There are no remedies
To a difficulty like this,
So I'll relish your memory,
And grieve the years we'll miss.

Just one last chance, 
I wish I could get to hug you.
Then I would hold you tight. 
I don’t want to you let go. I miss you, daddy.
One day I hope we gather up again.
You will endure in my heart until then.
You left me with the gift of love.
Your star is always splendid for me from above.

By Rinrainbow